Relationships

Well, I got the mind to write abt this long ago but only got to it now. RELATIONSHIPS.

Well, why do we call it relation-ships instead of trains or whatever vehicle? Cause it rises n sinks and is not on a stable surface.

Relationships are never stable. BUT! They can be trusted. :D

Hmmm. Never stable as in like both parties might quarrel of disagree sometimes. Well, it shows what is it being unstable. :D U cant always be happy happy in lala land! Seriously! ...


Stuff happens for a reason. Or so as i often say or believe. Sometimes, its not us, sometimes, it those around us. I have no idea whether im making sense out of myself right now. Ima telling u whatever words that comes into my mind right now. I have no idea why too.

Ships sink n they move forward. Have you ever heard of a ship going backwards? No. Only on an forwarding journey. Even as they travel back to the origin, they travel forward not in a backwards motion.

Piano songs.

They are very simple yet complicated at the same time. They sound soo simple. Just a piano itself and its player. Why i wanted to record Benny's piano is because i liked it. Not because it is nice to hear. But its the feeling n comfort i'm searching for when i feel lost or am upset for any reason. Because when i hear the recording, I can sense that it is for me to listen n enjoy. Not jus anybody else. It is the personal kinda feeling.

Compare this:

attending piano recital
listening to a CD
Ur frien playing in front of u.

What are the differences? The song they play are all the same.

1. Piano recital = there is personal touch but the pianist plays the same for another 100 person maybe in the same show that you are attending right now. Its not personal enough to feel it throughly.

2. Comercialised! It is made to let lets say 2 million ppl to hear! There is no personal touch. It is meant for sale. Not for enjoyment of the music and the feelings of the music. It is music with no soul and audience.

3. Personal. Your friend is playing JUST for you. The only person who meant to actually feel the music and the emotion of the "soul" is you. The one n only audience who is listening to it. It might attract others to come n join in to hear but what they hear will never be the same as how you feel when you're hearing it. Even if you record this down, the feeling doesnt fades. Its just there. :D

So thats why i recorded benny's piano. I just felt that way. It was very comforting and yea. :D

Thanks Benny!

:D