"Why him?" "Ewww. what were you thinking?" "OMG are u serious?" "have you gone outta your mind?!"
comeon people, throw me all you've got.
I've heard the worst about what some people say about the person I choose to be with.
and yes, I've heard them from people who supposedly just want the best for you "as long as you're happy".
well, I am happy but some aren't. just because I chose to be with D despite all the drama we've been thru.
If mudder can forgive and expect life to go on, can't I too? what screwed up logic is that?
Many people once told me, "You know, He's not serious about you. I mean come on, he doesnt even dare let people know you are together. no photos, no status, no anything! how long more can you just hang it there?"
well, I don't know. I used to say "as long as it takes" but I know thats not true. Many of me and D's quarrels originate from these "not now but in future" kinda talk. We've talked thru most and alot of it but things just have to progress slowly aye. :)
When friends and family asks me how long I've been together with D, I'll say "2011 will be our fifth year going strong." they always give me the incredulous look. some of them always blurt out, "I'll be getting married to that guy if I dated him so long!" Well, I don't think there's anything wrong with being in a long term relationship without jumping the gun to marriage. We're kinda fine the way we are now. Just taking things as it goes along. Plus, I've only just turning legal for smokes! Geez!
Yes, I've been dating him since I was fourteen. Geez, so what? Just because most people assumed that teenagers = puppy love that doesnt last, doesnt mean that ALL of those relationships don't last at all. People get so astonished at D's age when I tell them. Well, age is but a number and although it has stood in the way of certain stuff for a longggggg time, we've never had an issue with one another. :)
I'm just happy being with someone who I feel right with. No matter how many times or how much terrible words you gonna throw in my face, its never gonna affect how I feel until I decide to let it get to me. And so far, 5 years and none has even got close. :)
To tell the truth, D isn't the perfect dreamy guy in a fairytale. I'll admit that much. But somehow, I just enjoy his company and since our last year being mostly apart, many things have changed. Mostly for the best. My family just needs to give my dear boy a break and take a step back from judging people. So does the rest of the world. Let two happy people be happy with each other aye?
I don't know why the sudden thought to put these feelings to words (I can't say paper cus well, its on a blog.) But I'm glad I did. It's a message out to all those who doubt me and D and also to those in similar situations. Let your heart do the talking. :)
getting late now. peace out peeps.
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