friends

its been for quite some time alr.
i don't know why i feel so strongly about it now.
it irks me,
u disgust me.
and in actual fact,
u just shown me how much this all really means to u.

to really be a friend and to claim to be a friend is two totally different things.
one betrays you.
the other is really genuinely concerned about you.

well,
a person can change from being a friend, the closest one u ever imagined to become to a person who only claims she is ur friend.
and when things cropped up,
she suddenly distants from you.
with no rhyme or reason.
and tried to push the blame on something.
but could find nothing and starts to claim she needs time.
for what?
its either ure a friend or not.
and i still don't get why are u feeling distant,
that msn chat that day was really full of NONSENSE.

YOU are full of nonsense that day.
not making any sense with every sentence from ur lips.
what the hell.

and that day,
u really disgust me.

maybe what sweety said is right.
forget it.
some friends are not worth.
and those ppl are not even called friends.

what happened to "sisters" and "closest friends"?

YOU,
just totally disgust me.
you little piece of shit.