whitemoments

i have dreams that seem so perfect.
haha.
and i define them as "white dreams"

everything thats happy, simple and just content-filled is defined as white to me.
why?
cause white comes to mind when i think of such things.
haha.
:D

hmmm.

i always imagined living in a house where you designed yourself
or even if cant,
a house where u painted the walls yourself,
thought of the furniture yourself,
and decorate it yourself.
:D

the joys.

i like white.
just like on a black piece of paper,
it sticks out like a sore thumb
yet its nice.
nor too glaring or anything.
just..
nice.
:]

i often wondered if dreams do become reality?
and if what you dream is really part of the future?
because sometimes, u DO dream about the future and you will be all "de ja vu".
ohwells.
i'm still pondering.

today has alot of ponderings to do.
haha.

went back to school finally.
:D
but had a lot of catching up to do.
going up the stairs is as normal as before alr.
only going DOWN.
it stil hurts.
:/
I wanna recover soon!
I wanna go out on Saturday and Sunday!
i've been home for a freakin week.
sigh.
:/
deprived of outside air!
sigh.

today had to go out for 20mins for chem.
cause mrs dan didnt want me to see the test papers since i was only going to take them tomorrow after sch.
didnt know there were so many tests..
sigh.
there's also geog test today.
but mr tan (relief) let me take a different paper on another day.
i have to discuss with mrs singh when she's back.
mr lim is not going to be in tomorrow so we'll have a relief.
and then he's having make up lesson on friday (dread)
and he says that he wants me to take it after make up lesson on friday.(dread even more)

i hate the feeling of going home late nowadays.
maybe because i look forward to being online after sch in the afternoons.
:D

tomorrow there's als english summary test,
chinese CT and physics CT.
gawd.
so many!

Physics CT is after sch i think.
cause tomorrow no physics.

ohwells.
sigh.
i have to retake Amaths too!
SHIT.
i forgotten.
:X

this friday's EMATHS TEST!
oh crap.

i wondered if there was any more tests that i missed out.
holy cow.
stressed up now.
:/

but its ok.
i'm going to study hard and ace the MYEs.
:X

not easy job for a F9 Emaths student.
:X

haha.
but i'll work hard n prove okays!
:X haha.

I just read finish a Low Kay Hwa's novel.
dawn lent it to me.
it belonged to daryl.
don't really know him so yea whatevers.
:X

today passed really quickly.
maybe because i was just stonning time away.
:X
or maybe because we're always doing work and thus im actually concentrating on doing my work.
haha.

i don't know.
i'm always head buried into my notebook.
haha.
:X

and i assure u Chong Wen,
you'll NEVER lay hands on it.
haha!
:p

cause im clever to keep it safely!
lol.
:DDD

Hmmm. I took a taxi back home today.
dad gave me the money in the morning.
like whatevers.
*shrugs it off*

anddddds,
i'm getting headaches trying to remember chemistry's bonding blah blah blah..etc.

TESTS?!
*cringe!!