wednesday

today's WEDNESDAY!
this fri i am having papers.
socials and also emaths.
trying my best for it.
:]

i'm super tired!
i didnt sleep last night,
ran 2.4km and did ALL the stations all within one day!
and i dunno why i just cant get to sleep! X(


ok,
i'll admit im not in a gd mood nor in any sane mental state right now.
maybe its just me driving myself crazy or maybe it's something else.

just feel so suppressed.
not being able to just show emotions like i wanna because its just not the right thing to do at that time.
laugh it off!
hahahaha!
:]

ohwells.

today was kinda ok.
woohoo!
had many many free periods.
started writing songs during chinese.
spend five mins fine tuning it and then showed it to shuqiang.
he asked how come i so emo?
i say WHERE GOT!
hahaha!
no la.
not emo cans?
i so smiley now!
hahaha!

i'm at his hse w dawn to use the comp n "bah zhan" his comp n piano!
muahahahah!
haha!
:X
then went on msn,
checked facebook,
checked friendster,
talked to Daryl abit here n there,
let Dawn talk to ronald n daryl using my acc.
tsk!
haha.

overall,
today,
i still can manage.
its just last night la.
haha.

thanks snoopy!
HERE COMES DR TRAN!
HAHAHAHAH!
dun forget,
MOON MOON!
n all the songs okays!
i dun anyhow anyhow sing one okays!
HAHAHAHA!
got enjoy or not?!
HAHAH!
X)

i now dwnloading songs fer sq.
dawn left alr.
gng for mass later so meeting mike for dinner than church.

anyways,
pulling thru.
:]

today,
sq asked me a question.
"being loved or loving someone = happiness?"
i told him neither, or either.
but first neither.
because being loved, if u guys love each other but somethings just pose as obsticles in ur way, wont u feel very very torturous?
if ur bf/gf pulls thru w u, its not that bad.
but if not,
i dunno what to say.
secondly,
loving someone is never easy.
either the person likes u back, or not.
and even if the person likes u back,
he or she might not be as crazy about u as u are about them (if u are crazy abt them in the first place.)

ohwells,
just a thought.
which i think was interesting.

what do u think?...

right now,
lets just take a step back.
tick tock.
the clock's telling the time..