OMGOSH

OMGOSH.
I CANT TAKE IT!

i'm soo pysched up over what? i don't know. :X
I just cant sleep.
or rather, I'm keeping myself occupied.
I don't know why.

GOSHED!
Darling please,
I don't know why I'm freaking awake nowwww.
LOL.
At least Keith is online!
He is chatting with me on MSN.

YADDA YADDA YADDA.

I don't know what we're talking about!
hahas.

I'M A MUCH HAPPIER KID.

Now its 4.33AM.

Okays, I regain part of myself already. :D
Ryan (I almost forgotten his name!) is having a bbq later ons.
He is inviting his class n friends luhs. Then he asked me to go.
I said NO.
like duh?
LOL.

Please luhs.
Of course luhs.
Benny's gna be there,
WHAT YA THINK?

lol.
no thank you.
now is still NOT the time.
Some how some day, I wanna be friends again.

Lee is coming agains.
He has heard.
He is furious about him.
I have no idea what to do.
Gawd, i'll jus leave them alone. :X

that might just relieve some of my already burden-ed shoulders!
;D

thanks ryan,
for being there at night to talk to me.
hahas.
it's just really nice talking to someone before i sleep every night.
and ya i know. hahas.

it was cool to talk to keith tonight too!
thanks keith.
i will take your advice.
hope you will finish your 2 and half years study in US and come back soon!
we all miss you!
hahas. :D

wells, this post is going to be long.
its 4.36AM.
and i alr wrote a very long post.
LOL.
I don't know what to do.
I'm mapling darling.
I'm wierd. :X

hahas.

but wierd is what makes me unique! :D
Cause, i play soccer (sometimes.. )
i try and play dota (hehhs.)
i don't believe in girls and guys cant be just friends. (duh! ==)
and i obviously isnt your average girlie girl.

puhlease,
as much as i wish,
i just wanna have fun. :D

sometimes,
you gain somethings
sometimes,
you lose somethings

but all these,
makes you stronger.
so be strong! and take pride.
for all these will truly determine who you really are inside!

gosh.
what am i talking about?!
the late nights and stress has finally taken its toll on me
OMGOSH!
lol.

please darling,
i don't know what i'm doing!