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okay. i officially hate my life. except for a few things. but overall, i hate it.

maybe if you understood, u would agree.

okays. i need to rant out. so here goes!

YOU STUPID IDIOTIC SELFISH ASSHOLE! do you know how jerkish u are? gawd, altho ur parents are kept in the dark, i cant blive i have to hear it from ur sister. Tess is a great person! gawd, u should know to be contented. apparently u dun. so u went and do something u never should. not with me, tess or any other ppl. u gotta learn man! how to face up n do something abt it. dun give me ur lame ass excuses again. u think i'll take them? im freaking FINE without the past resurfacing so shut the hell up. face it and move along. gawd, ure a pain in the ass. thanks fer all the stupid waste of time memories. here! im returning them. so pick them up n go on! even if tess IS leaving, u should do something abt it right? i mean FER GAWD'S SAKE. she doesnt get it. so u guys are still the same. im not giving anything away alrights! I jus feel that its UNFAIR to anybody. so think it thru before doing anything next time! but im sorry, im doing freaking super well without u so shut up, get up, move along and stop looking for the wrong ppl. u think i care ure back? ure so freaking wrong. stop telling me im wrong n ure right. FER THE LAST TIME, im fine. and i know what im doing. i know myself better than u know me. so why should u tell me what im feeling and what im doing! just shut your bloodied trap!

phew. i feel a tweeny bit better. :X oh wells. maybe a few ppl know what it means and who its to. see if you get lucky and get it right. ohwells. :D


goodnight ppl, back to my books. :D
**mug T.T