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ALL THAT I NEED. :D

like a child that needs a guiding hand
would you stay?..
i finally understand..
complete the jigsaw puzzle of my heart.

please hear me
when i say
you are all that i need
the only treasure i seek
you're the air that helps me breathe

you are all that i need..


this is a song by Corrinne May. these few days, her songs are really like light at the end of a long and dark tunnel. the lone road. :D very nice cans! haha. :D i dunnid anyone to tell me the truths. and falses. :X

WELL. today i think im writing about trust. :D Time for random posts! :D

haii. TRUST.

What is TRUST? is it something u can hold on to? or something that is given and not known, faked and not shown and most probably asked for but not given.

why is trust so hard to acheive in one's life? because its always earned. and not easy is the process to achieve that stage in life where trust is EARNED. :D thru many "Tests" one may say. but sometimes, others are more trusting than others. you have to forgive those that dun trust so easily (like yours truly) as most of us have been hurt before or has trust misused before. and betrayed. the feeling is.. indescribable. its not as easy as writing it out and explaining everything and nothing is wrong anymore. Sometimes, these ppl jus give up trusting ppl altogether. because you dunno what is real and fake and what is all a scheme to humiliate or embarass you. what the hell is going on? and what are u going to do? sit ther and pretend things jus go away? or hope that someone will not bugg u about it? I hate doing all these. but sometimes, its all inevitable. to do the wrong things. or rather not wrong but well,... things that you should not do.


i give up.

i dun wanna do this anymore.

SHUT UP PEOPLE! i dun need u guys bugging at my ear the whole day. TELLNG ME UR TROUBLES! hello?! like i dun have mine?! WHAT ABOUT MINE?! =.=


go away.