Crying

I really feel like crying. I just stopped crying just only. Am i in the wrong? Is it my fault? I didn't think that anything will happen. It was only for a while. I didnt even do anything else. Ok, fine. I forgotten to tel you only. I hate this home? No. I never said that. I just don't like it being so cold. I don't show concern? You don't want to open up to me. What am i suppose to do? How am i suppose to know how you feel. I just wanna run away. And never return. I just wanna die. Die and nothin will matter anymore. Nothing will matter so much anymore. Leave me alone. I don't wanna do anything any more. I just wanna cry n die...


Is it my fault?...