i hate myself.. i really do... why do i even exist? why waste everything on me.. i'm just a stupid gurl acting like a poser and wadeva shit... whu cares? "HEY look, phyllis gone missing? o.. hey u noe campus superstar whu got into the finals?... blah blah blah..." i bet how it will sound after i gone missing.. which i will be.. nobody in the world will find me.. maybe in heaven.. most probably in hell.. i suxed too much.. i dun deserve heaven the way any other person should..
i hate myself...
alot...
i really do...
Life holds no meaning.. better off dead..
nobody in the world cares, nobody can relate..
everybody just thinks that i am a self-centered, jealous, discriminating, ugly, stupid, idiotic, freaking, selfish bitch..
wad am i truly?
i am...
yet to be known...
but i guess...
never....
to be continued...
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